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Saturday, November 29, 2008
last nite was full of s***T.
i hate it
i really hate it.
i hate this part.
when it comes.. i just hate this f**king part.

why must you hurt my mom.
she didnt do anything.
shes the best mother..
stop blaming her.
stop shouting at her..
just STOP blame everything on her.

its not my mom's fault.
its that stupid ***** fault.
shes making this f**king problem.
its not even ain's fault to open the gate.
so please dun scold her..
dun blame her..

i know ur angry..
but its really not my mom's fault...
i cant bare to see she's crying..
beg me to settle this..
:'(
even said she wants to kill herself..
:'( stupid stupid stupid stupid creature.
because of you..
mom become like this..
because of you he scolded mom.
were you there to hear everything?????
did you hear shes crying..
did you hear those harsh words running through her ear..
:'(
i cant even hate him..
he's my one and only dad...
:'(

pls come bck and talk to dad..
for mom..
:(





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ILOVEYOU
Friday, November 28, 2008

HAPPY 10TH MNTHS ANNIVERSARY,LOVEE (:




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shut up.
1.How old will you be for most of 2009?
` 17 (:

2. Would you date someone 8 year older than you?
` nooooooooooooo.i think

3. When was the last time you talked to number 1 on your top friends in real?`
uhhhhhhhhhhhhh..

4. What were you doing at 4am this morning?
` sleeping.

5. Whats your relationship with the person you last texted??
` just friends.

6. What movie do you really want to see right now?
` umm..

7. Where are your siblings?
` all over the hse. hahahaha

8. When's the last time you cried?
` just noww..

9. If you found out you couldn't have kids, would you adopt?
` should be.

10. Do you know a secret about your ex and if he/she pisses you off will you tell?
` no. secret is a secret.

11. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
yeeaap

12. Do you want kids?
` yes of course. i love them,freaks! hahahaha

13. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
`-.- yes

14. Do you believe that every thing happens for a reason?
` yeaaaaaaap

15. Last time you saw your parents?
` mom this morning..dad lastnite.

16. Who was the last person to give you a ride somewhere??
` ??

17. What were your first thoughts this morning??
` need to call babyy

18. Are you a jealous person??
` sumtimes/ hahahahahahaha

19. The last time you slept on the floor?
` entah

20. What did you have for breakfast??
` burger. haha

21. Who do you love??
` the one who loves me sooo sooo much (:

22. Who was the last person you called??
` babyy

23. What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
` uh..orange juice

24. What is your current annoyance??
` dun wanna share

25. Have you ever been on a horse??
` nooo

26. Do you get distracted easily??
` uh.. sumtimes uh

27. Who is the last person you cried to?
` babyy

28. Have you ever lost someone??
` no.

29. Have you ever been drunk and thrown up?.
` noo

- Made a new friend?
` tons of em. hahahahahahha

- Done something you swore never to do?
` hmm..

- Laughed until you cried??
` a lot of times.

- Went behind your parents back?
` haHHAHAHAHHA. no

- Met someone who changed your life?
` yes.


- Gotten close to someone?
` yes.

- Found out who your true friends were?
` not yett

- Hurt emotionally or physically??
` emotionally. hah


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loveeeee
Thursday, November 27, 2008





love says:
It's just the cutest thing
When you get to fussing (cussing)
Yelling and throwing things
I just wanna eat you up
I don't mean no disrespect
When I start staring
Knowing that it makes you madder
I'm sorry but seeing you mad is so sexy


love says:
Could it be the little
wrinkle over your nose
When you make your angry face
That makes me wanna just take
off all your clothes
And sex you all over the place
Could it be the lil' way you storm around
That makes me wanna tear you down
Baby, I ain't sure, but one
thing that I do know is

love says:
Every time you scream at me
I wanna kiss you
When you put your hands on me
I wanna touch you
When we get to arguing
Just gotta kiss you
Baby, I don't know why it's like that
But you're just so damn sexy
When you're mad
shab shab shabby says:
hahahahha. why are you giving me this lyrics?
love says:
i dun noe
love says:
ahaaha
shab shab shabby says:
hahahaha. mcm u pernah nmpk i geram
love says:
hahah
love says:
what ??
love says:
aluhh..
shab shab shabby says:
haha
shab shab shabby says:
what aluh?
love says:
entah
love says:
aahah
shab shab shabby says:
i love you sayang
love says:
She makes the hairs on the back of my neck stand up
Just one touch
And I erupt like a volcano that covers her with my love
Babygirl you make me say (Ohh ohhh ohhhh)
And I just can't think (of anything else I'd rather do)
Than to hear you say (sing my name the way you do)
When we do our thing (when we do the things we do)
Babygirl you make me say (Ohh ohhh ohhhh)
love says:
Sexy love, girl the things you do
(Oh baby baby) Keep me sprung, keep me running back to you
(Oh baby I) Oh I love making love to you
Babygirl you know you're my (sexy love...)
(((:


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oh shIt
Monday, November 24, 2008
training just now........
woooooooooooooo.
da lamer tk main bola. hahahahhahaha
i think i play good. or not?
hah.
i wish i culd play for nxt year's match.
:(
i just miss everything..
every single mingle thing. lol. :D
when im on the field, my mind just forget everything that im worried abt. godddddddddddddd! i miss everything. aahahahhahaha.
match on thurs 27th with u-13.
ahaha.
hmm. i hope i culd go...coz i forget to tell my boss that im having match on

that day.. heeeeeees.
hmm.. after training.. went to kfc.
wahhh.. da lamer tk pegi kfc. :DD
waited for babyy's msg.
but..
whatever..
dun wanna stress abt it.
working tmrw. :(
penat and malas. hah.
im getting bored but.. pity my mom.. so yeaa.. have to work.
sumtimes i dun understand my mom.
she wants me to do what she wants.
how abt me? im nt even intrested of taking os. :(( wish mom culd understand me..
aite till here..
loveeeeeee,
shabbbyy ((:





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feel it.
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Don't wanna think about it
Don't wanna talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair..
The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through my fingers
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here ...


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BABYYSIT.
BABYSIT LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (:

ANNA trying to get the camera ((:
sooooooooo cute.
babyy call her hannah montana. -.-


ISOBEL.
well, babyy call her isabella. ahaha

CUTEKANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!! I KNOW. hahahahahahhaha :DD





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shut.
Friday, November 21, 2008
Have you smoked a whole box of cigarettes before?
* nooooooooooooooooooooope

Have you kissed somebody last week?
* hahaha..no.

Who's the last person that came to your house?
* sis's husband. lol

Miss someone?
* YES.

What are you doing tomorrow?
* i dont know.

Who is the last boy/girl you had a meaningful conversation with?
* errrr.

What were u doing at 1545 today?
* its not 1545 yet

Who/what made you happy today?
*uh. the movie? lol

Who's on your mind constantly?
* mypolarbear.

Last person you hug?
* babyyyy (:

The last text you received on your mobile,who was it from?
* faizah. lol.

Where is he/she whom last text you?
* idk.

What/who do think of when you're alone?
* i wish u're beside me .

Last person to disappoint you?
* dontknow

Who/What made you angry today?
* nth.

Who do you miss most?
* my babyyyyyyyyyyy

Do you find yourself loved?
* yeap? haha

Plans for the weekend?
* haha. ntah?

Do you have over 150 friendster friends?
* yeaaaaap

Prefer rebonded hair of permed?
*anything will do.

Do you cry when you're upset?
* hahhhhhhhhh. i think.

What were you doing at 0923 this morning?
* ummm.... switch on the comp?

Do you like your hair coloured?
* uhh..

Can you sing?
* no.HAH!

What are you looking forward to?
* meeting babyy again. lol

Who do you hate most??
* no one. ?

Who's your idol?
* mom and dad

Ur fav chocolate?
* twix and....

Anyone whom u wish to thank ?
* uhhhh

If u have one wish,what will u wish for?
* babyy and i will be together forever. ceyyyyyy. hahahahahaa :DD


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hmm.
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
i've eaten two ice cream..
damn..
i cant stop thinking abt youu.
cepaaat balekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!
not even half of the day and im missing you so badly..
haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.


didnt get ur msg :(
work was okayy today..
laugh a lot with faizah.
hahahahaha.

hmm..
chat with afiq just now..
damn. i pity him.
better luck next time dude ((:
damnnn..
chat with arvind too just now.
i miss him like super much.
hahahahahahhahahaha.
yay!
arvind promise to blanja me.
woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.


till here,
shabbbyyy (:


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(:
Monday, November 17, 2008
mom woke me up this morning at 8 30.
den i bath quickly and msg babyy..
still sleeping..
call you.. no answer..
still sleeping...
atlast you msg me..
hehs (:

leave the house ard 9 plus.
took bus 39..
and babyy was late!
wahliaoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
penat seh tungguuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!
..

breakfast with babyy and tasha.
thank you sayang! (:
after that.
tasha was doing silly stuff. hahhaha
ard 12 babyy walk with me to bustop.
wait for the bus..
hug me and went home.
:(
gonna miss youuu so much.
4 days 3 nights suffering without ur msg or call.


when you hug me..
i swear i just cant let you go.
iloveyou,dear (:


meet ayeen and mirah.
ayeen bought for me and mirah the 3/4 shirt.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.
COOL KAPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
my sis blanje me that.
wow!
ahaha
((:
thank you ain.
den we went to bugis for lunch.
sedaaaaaaaaaaaaaap.
agaknye uh,
ahahah
den go to plaza sing.
carrefour, mirah wants to see her bf.
hahaha
so cute.
after that buy sushi..
den headed home....



babyy,im gonna misssssssssssssssssssssss youu soooo much!(:


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grad nite
Saturday, November 15, 2008
GRADUATION NITE 08 (:


















































((:

MY DATE.but he's gone at the dancefloor. haha





















































khai daddiee (:


























































































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