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Monday, November 30, 2009
monday,8.35am,30th nov




i hate it a lot.
i dont wanna hear it.
i dont wanna see it.
it makes me wanna vomit everytime i saw it.
i know you're thinking that im over react.
maybe i am. and maybe im not.
i dont know if im suppose to feel that way.
seriously, i felt like im not yours anymore.
maybe its a good thing.
maybe i will regret it.
but as long ur happy with her. im good enough. we could be friends right.
you always think that i wont get to see what u send the disgusting words to her.
well, i did. i saw it and i even feel it. i hope u're happy.
no, its not a small matter. coz u did it all the time.
maybe u will like it if i did that to someone else. and pls dont tell me its a girl or a boy thing. there's no fucccking diffrent.i know that u still like her. i know ,i really know. i ever had a crush,damn it. even when u dun like him or her anymore, u still have the feelings when u saw that person again.
so please dont give me ur bullshittt. im tired.
maybe this is the reason for you to leave me and i have to accept it.
love, me.


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Sunday, November 29, 2009
sunday,29th nov,3.44pm




when i think about things, it makes me feels like going to the beach.
the bestest place to think about problems.
not quite sure what my problems are. but i know there is.
i didnt spend my day with u for our anni.
i dun really know what to do,really. i kept on feeling sad and frustrated by u.
you dont really change a thing.


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Friday, November 20, 2009
20th nov,friday,8.56pm


baby's gone to oversea. :(
im missing you.
so much. even tho sempat meet him kejap.
haiz 5 days without ur voice... :(
all i culd do is stare at ur pictures.
hope u're safe at there. dun forget to mandi and makan kay .ahahahahh.
aluhh................................ baby, cepat balek k. :(

miss you.


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Thursday, November 19, 2009
19th nov,thursday,9.09pm


just finish my ngaji.
i dun really like it when mom has no mood to teach. she will scold and nag all the way.
i hate it alot if shes in that mood. but whatteverrrr.
any, baby goin to oversea tmrw.
so i need to spend time with him tmrw morning. maybe breakfast at mac. hahahah
oh god, 5 days? terlalu lamer sangat2. chey bedek..
hahaa. but seriously, i will miss him so much. :(
cant even call him or msg. i will have a bad five days without hearing ur voice,sweetheart. please dont berangan nk naik motor eh kat sane.
hmm..
school was bored today.
came to class and nasir nags all the way.
was doing my work,my friends ask to go for break.
and after that played some game with huda,ain and indah.
ahahahahhaha.
funny eyy.


and and and, ain said something to that LOSER. wah sedap sia die dgr. hahahahahahaah. he suck to the core.
ok bye.
baby, i miss you.
(:


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Wednesday, November 18, 2009
18th nov,wednesday,10.21am

in school now.
having AUTOCAD.
think gonna meet baby ard 12 plus?
hmm. miss him soo damn efgudgndfgiugbnfuigbnsfauiga MUCH.
i had a bad headache last night and i reject all calls.
im sorry polarbear.

i brought brownies to class today. ((:
gonna let my bestfriends to have it first!
wooowoooo.
i need to buy new shoes laaaaaaaaaa.
n n n n i wanna buy fake eye colour. HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
cant wait for JAKARTA LA EYYY!
hahahahha. me and ain gonna wear the new tudung. wah cant wait.
my new lappy is great. blh tgk movie malam2.
haaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
and that bitch sucks to the core! eeew



love you baby.
(:


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Monday, November 16, 2009
16th nov,monday,6.46pm

well, i guess you or your boyfriend must have obbessed reading my blog too ey?i mean its really doesnt matter. a blog is for people to read right? kalau kau tknk,den private kn uh. i bet u must have read all my post. geeez. think your boyfriend is good huh? he told every girl he knows that he's single and flirt with them and oh! did he told you that? i bet he did. you must be a great girlfriend to let him do such things. hope u have a very happy ending.


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Friday, November 13, 2009
13th nov,friday,11.00am











pictures i took in school with my favourite friends. HAHAHAHA.
not going to school today.
babysit today.
hmm.
im bored.
i really dont know what baby is up to.
so whatever.
bye!






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13th nov,friday,10.48am







happy belated birthday to raudah love! (:


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Tuesday, November 10, 2009
10 Nov,Tuesday,10.29am

kau terase ke ape?
well, your friends, my friends and her friends are probably right.
what a loossseeeerrrr.
worst bitch ever.
we can definitely move on without you.


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Friday, November 6, 2009
6th nov,friday,12.20pm

whats on your mind?
im not pretty sure but whatever.
sometimes i think you really being unfair to me.
sometimes i felt like you wanna make me jealous.
sometimes you make me felt its so hard to believe you.
sometimes ur reasons are so unbelievable.
sometimes you act to be okay when you're not.
sometimes i really hate when you being with her.
sometimes im okay when you're with her.
sometimes i feel left out when you're on the phone with someone else.
sometimes i feel sad when u kept her messages.
sometimes i wonder, are really being faithful to me?


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Tuesday, November 3, 2009
3rd nov,tuesday,2.23pm


I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better
I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me
I’m trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)
I’m fallin’ for you
Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you




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Monday, November 2, 2009
2nd nov,monday,3.05pm



missing them :(


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Sunday, November 1, 2009
1st nov,sunday,8.48pm



for the way you changed my plans
for being the perfect distraction
for the way you took the idea that i have
of everything that i wanted to have
and made me see there was something missing (oh yeah)

for the ending of my first begin
and for the rare and unexpected friend
for the way you're something that i never choose
but at the same time something i don't wanna lose
and never wanna be without ever again
you're the best thing i Never Knew I Needed
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it's so clear i need you here always

my accidental happily
the way you slime and how you comfort me i must admit you were not a part of my book
but now if you open it up and take a look
you're the beginning and the end of every chapter

you're the best thing i never knew i needed

so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it's so clear i need you here always

who'd knew that I'd be here
so unexpectedly undeniably happy said with you right here, right here next to me
girl you're the..

you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it's so clear i need you here always
baby baby
now it's so clear i need you here always



iloveyou,baby.


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1st nov,sunday,8.36pm

im having a bad sore throat :(
& im missing dear so much.
mahdi makes me shout all the time.
it hurts my throat so bad.
haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
should i go to school tmrw?


miss you a lot,dear. :(


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