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birthday wishes!
Friday, March 29, 2013
few wishes from important people in my life hahaha.



















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Birthday.
Thursday, March 28, 2013
I know i shouldn't wait or hope for you to wish me. But start from today i know you don't want anything to do with me anymore. Our birthday is the only way for us to cntct each other once a year. But you prove me that you don't wan't it anymore. :'(
I wish i could hate you. i wish i could stop thinking about it. i hope i don't give a f about it.
:( I'll miss you, forever and always.


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Dream.
Sunday, March 24, 2013
ive been dreaming a lot lately. dreamt that I'm with that someone. I don't know who. But it' the same person in every dream. hais. its scaring me yet i kelt on thinking about it. ;(
The dream makes me miss having someone that close. To hold, to cuddle and just being there for me.
If you are real, come quickly and steal my heart away.



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questionss
Saturday, March 23, 2013

  • 3: 3 Fears -cats,dogs,lightning! 
  • 4: 3 things I love -things? hmm i love anything that is chanel,leopard prints and my phone!
  • 5: 4 turns on -hahahha wow hmm i shall skip this Q.
  • 6: 4 turns off -desperate guys ahh. trying to act cool but fail HAHAHHAHA
  • 7: My best friend -hmm my kaypop of course.
  • 8: Sexual orientation- hqahahahahahaha skip
  • 9: My best first date- wow years ago. when i was hmm secondary 3? with sharul hahaha he is so cute.
  • 10: How tall am I -i'm 160cm
  • 11: What do I miss -i miss going out shopping ahhahahahahaha and eat good food.
  • 12: What time were you born- u think i check is it? hahahah
  • 13: Favourite color- dark/navy blue. pink, black,grey brown. hahaa red maybe
  • 14: Do I have a crush- ahh yes. hahaha with choi min ho
  • 15: Favourite quote- hmmm " love people who make me laugh. I honestly think it's the thing i like most, to laugh. It's probably the most important thing in a person." 
  • 16: Favourite place -home hahahha
  • 17: Favourite food - anything with chicken! HAHAH
  • 18: Do I use sarcasm -Sometimes la
  • 19: What am I listening to right now -'when i was your man, Bruno mars'
  • 20: First thing I notice in new person- idk maybe eyes. haa
  • 21: Shoe size - i have a big foot, hahahah 41
  • 22: Eye color -black
  • 23: Hair color -black,brown
  • 24: Favourite style of clothing- anything nice
  • 25: Ever done a prank call? yes lots of times hahahaha
  • 27: Meaning behind my URL -shit.. hahahah its a past thing.
  • 28: Favourite movie - practical magic, notebook, crazy stupid love and more 
  • 29: Favourite song -haha for now? keeping love again-shinee!
  • 30: Favourite band- shinee! hahahaha 
  • 31: How I feel right now -Im kinda hungry right now. hahaha
  • 32: Someone I love- uri omma. ahahha
  • 33: My current relationship status -ahh i'm single!
  • 34: My relationship with my parents - very loving each other. hahahahahhaha
  • 35: Favourite holiday -hmm idk cant think of any. haha
  • 36: Tattoos and piercing i have- none
  • 37: Tattoos and piercing i want- noooooo
  • 38: The reason I joined Tumblr -nice pics and it will shows how ure feeling, quotes in ur mind. haha
  • 39: Do I and my last ex hate each other? -haaaaaaaaaa! idk about her, but i cant seem to hate her.
  • 40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? -ofcourse! haha
  • 41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? 'urri omma? hahaha yaaa ive kissed her!
  • 42: When did I last hold hands? -wow.. idk cant remember 
  • 43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? 'hahah 1 hour.
  • 44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days? 'i did actually! haaha
  • 45: Where am I right now? -home.. alone.
  • 46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me? NEVER WILL LA
  • 47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? yessssssssss
  • 48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad? yess
  • 49: Am I excited for anything? my 21st birthday party!
  • 50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? hmm nope. haha
  • 51: How often do I wear a fake smile? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
  • 52: When was the last time I hugged someone? few days ago
  • 53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me? -haha wow soalan kan melampaaaauuuu, idk i'll walk away deff
  • 54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? no
  • 55: What is something I disliked about today? its in the morning la. not yet haahhha
  • 56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? MIN HO OPPAAAAA. hahahaha
  • 57: What do I think about most? what am i really doing with my life.
  • 58: What’s my strangest talent? hmmm no idea. haha
  • 59: Do I have any strange phobias? im afraid of lightning ahhhh
  • 60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? anything will do
  • 61: What was the last lie I told? Im going to be okay.
  • 62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? anything for me
  • 63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? yes for both. haha
  • 64: Do I believe in magic? why not
  • 65: Do I believe in luck? why not. haha
  • 66: What's the weather like right now? sunny day
  • 67: What was the last book I've read? hmmmmmmmmmmmm
  • 68: Do I like the smell of gasoline? ahhh ape sia ahahhahaha
  • 69: Do I have any nicknames? yeaah i do.
  • 70: What was the worst injury I've ever had? heart. haha
  • 71: Do I spend money or save it? save and spend
  • 72: Can I touch my nose with a tounge?no.
  • 73: Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me? hmm yes
  • 74: Favourite animal? hahaha none actually.
  • 75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM? sleeping
  • 76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is? hell.
  • 77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? hahaha hmm lots 
  • 78: How can you win my heart? simply just making me laugh.
  • 79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone? hahahahah 
  • 80: What is my favorite word? ni xi zhe. hahahahahhahahahahahahhaha
  • 81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr- chanel adele leopard minho dresses



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morning!
Wednesday, March 20, 2013
heyy ya! its been daysssss haha. im in the bus otw to work, hope today will end early.
guess im over dress to work. hahahahah but whatever. I wanna feel pretty today!
ive downloaded the 'to the beautiful you' ost. and few of shinee's songs. see la im addicted to it again. haisssss
Not good you knowww hahahahaah.
mum cooked ayam lemak cili padi and she packed for me. hehe im pampered right. Not good also. hahahahaha
ok update doon! lots of loveeeeeeeeee, Shabby! ;) 🐰🌻





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crush?
Wednesday, March 13, 2013
On my bed. goshh i am soooo damn tired. but today was not that busy like usual. went home ard 7 goin to 8.
anw this new guy at work is so damn cute ahh. idk la why i get blushed when talking to him. arghh dammit. ok ok noo shab. this is just normal. he is 2 years younger ok so pls. HAHAHAHHAA
I am not inlove ok. i am fine and normal right?
lol. alright! need to sleep now. xx 💋💋❤ love, shabbyyy





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Gardens by the bay.
Monday, March 11, 2013
heyyy ya! otw to work nowww.
goshh feeling so lazy cus its monday hahahaha
anw, went to the gardens by the bay 2 days ago with gf! super nice!
here's some pics i took with gf.
Have a lovely Monday!! xx love, shabby

















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leave me alone.
Friday, March 8, 2013
I seriously don't get it. I'm tired of you doing this to me. Stop mentioning me at twitter la pls. Nak ape lagi sia kau. tak faham faham org ckp. annoying ah.
I know i shouldnt get stress over this but ffffffffffff i cant take it anymore.
hais. Leave me alone, pls.







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questions
Sunday, March 3, 2013

1: What would you name your future son?
- Wow i had no idea for that. HAHA

2: Do you miss anyone?
- yes, Like every single day of my life.

3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
- Why thank you ;) hahahaha

4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
- Hahaha i dont think so?

5: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
- actually few more weeks. Its my 21st bdae!

6: Did you go out or stay in last night?
- stay in with my cousins.

7: How late did you stay up last night?
- ummm not that late maybe ard 1 plus? HAHAH

8: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
- hahahahhaha like every songle day my sibs will deff seen my undie in the toilet.

9: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
- hmm prob getting ready for jemputan.

10: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
- haha why would i say i love you and not mean it? tskkk

11: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
- yes ofcourse

12: Have you pretended to like someone?
- hahahaha no. what for?

13: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
- Idk hahah really i dont know.

14: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
- yeah, even without them knowing.

15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
- For 3 and a half year being together, we had fought, cried, happy, sad, silly, crazy , loving moments together. so if it you, would be hard to get over this person? yup... thought so.

16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
- ghaahahha i was single since June 2011

17: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
- yes

18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
- yeah with couple of people hahah

19: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
- No, In a toilet actually. Haaaah

20: Who did you last see in person?
- a lot of people.

21: What is the last thing you said out lot?
- i was shouting at my dad. cant remember... he pissed me off.

22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
- what? noo

23: Have you ever been to Paris?
- no maybe someday i will. HAHA

24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
- maybe.

25: Do you use chap stick?
- hmmmm

26: Who did you last share a bed with?
- With granny.

27: Are you listening to music right now?
- no but my dad is talking shitttt to my mum right now. Wtf.

28: What is something you currently want right now?
- a complete happy family.

29: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
- no.

30: How is your heart lately?
- Getting better but sometimes it fails at times.

31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
- no

32: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
- cant remember..


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