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Tuesday, June 30, 2009
6.50pm,Tuesdayfeeling jealous when someone else likes my baby is kinda stupid.
i mean like.. "OMG YOU LIKE MY BOYFRIEND??!!"
but you know.. its not wrong if you like someone else.
As long as you dont LOVE someone else when ur in a rs. i mean its okay if she likes you as long you dont fall for her and if u do.. i swear im gonna smack you on ur head. LOL just kidding. i will ask for break up you idiot!
hahha. i trust my boyfriend but sometimes that girl makes me .."I WANNA STAB YOU WITH A VERY VERY SHARP KNIFE!" hahaha. but i pity my boyfriend cos i always scold him for nothing. And the worst part is.. im not too sure if that girl likes him! heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! (:
i read something at this person's blog.
And i think shes cool and understanding.
and yeahhh. sometimes you cant 100% trust ur boyfriend. cos you wont know what he's doing behind your back. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. i mean my bf lied to me like TWICE! so its kinda hard for me to trust him now. but i will try my best and will keep on trusting him untill i found proof thats he's cheating on me. okaay i dunno what im talking about right now. haha. i love you,babyy. and i know you love me too. ((((((((:
6.16pm,Tuesdayy
the best sis ever. but sometimes she makes me mad. but whatever. i still love her. (:
oh hello.
i had a boring,sad,frustrated,happy day today.
lets just talk about the happy things.
ain just came bck from school. and she change her clothes andddddd,
ain-"shaaaaaab! amek kn gmbr aku"
me- "okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay cepat"
and end up i took some pics with her. lol.
babyy called me.
and by the time he called, i was alreadyy feeling sleepy. gaaaaaahh.:D
so i went to sleep.
and woke up ard 4 plus.
called baby and he was sleeping -.-
i bet he's still sleeping now.
anddddddd belum mandi lagi!
hahaha.
im kinda sad abt what happen to nadee.
i hope shes strong enough.
im here for you babe ((:
i cooked again today.fish curry.
ahaha.
i hope everyone likes it.
hmm.
i miss babyyyy.
thanks for the pizza,dear.
muacks!
i feel like goin out n watch movies.
haaaaaaaaaaaaah.
i watched freaky friday last night using baby's laptop.
and i had a hell of a good time watching it. hahahahah.
((((((:
Monday, June 29, 2009
Abu asked me to play the checkers with him.but i think his msn gt prob. ahahahaa
den he try the game UNO.
and yeaaah still cant. ahahahahaah
too bad dude.
im feeling frustrated now.
not sure why.
and yea baby just msg me saying blablabla....
oh whatever.
i think i better not to care if someone doesnt even care abt you.
i just need to go to the coffee bean.
i need the caremal ice-blended with creaaaaaaaaaaaaaammm.
:(
i cooked today! hahah.
ayam msk kicap.
ahahahahahahahha.
simple dish but mom ask to make it HOT!
lol.
anw, im teaching mahdi.
n its like hell.
coz he just cant concentrate.
i feel like smacking him.
but i just shout at him.
n when i shout, den he will understand.
i think something must have stuck in his ears. but mom already dig his ears yesterday.. haha.
oh well, why the hell am i stressing about.
i ask him to take my santa claus(my piggy bank) to make it easier for him to do the maths. (its about money and coins) so yeaaa..
my 2nd sis is like hell at home. i just cant stand it.
shes so lazy that mom ask to do some dish wash she would heck care abt it.
oh well, ain n me was doing the chores all this while..
i really hope my 2nd sis would change. coz i kinda hate her. AND i know its wrong to feel that. but i cant stand it. i cant even sit beside her. i feel so "urghhhhh". i hope baby would cheer me up today.
ok toodles!
Sunday, June 28, 2009
HAPPY ONE YEAR 5 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY,LOVEE. :)iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveyou.
u're gonna treat me pizza hut kaaaan? HAHAHAHAH
cant wait to meet you tomorrow.
love you so much baby.
muacks! :D
Saturday, June 27, 2009
:DDDDDDDDD
she rocks!
lol. my dad bought this donut for me.
its nt really that good but i lovee the strawberry flavour.
anw, baby bought for me new wallet.
gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!
thanks dear.
its gorgeous.
:DD
Friday, June 26, 2009
bestfriends forever!
anw robot, my mom miss you so much. she says "biler nana tu nk datang? ibu da rindu ni"
ahahahahahha.
k jgn kembang eh. hahah
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
im in a bad mood now.& i feel like eating this.
:(
someone please get me this cereal?
i may need to have a sit-down with someone close or try to adjust my behavior in accord with recent events.
Things just come out badly sometimes, and sometimes my family brings out the worst in me. i just need to keep in mind that they have my best interests at heart .
i think babyy is still sleeping right now.. i just miss you soo much, dear. cant wait too meet you tmrw.
anw, aqil is at my house now. he's so cute and i cant stop thinking abt him! hahaha.
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Me and my heart are a little out of step -- though not literally, thank goodness! i just need to wait a little while for my emotions to realign themselves and then i'll be where i need to be.
imissyou,babyy..
Monday, June 22, 2009
i just needd my babyy right noww :(
:DDD
Thursday, June 18, 2009
i miss my babyy. i miss my babyy. i miss my babyy.:(
im going melacca tmrw..
and ur at penang right now..
wahh..
miss you so much dear..
iloveyou.
hope to hear ur voice again.
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abuuuu (:
with mr nasir. hahah (:
((:
ajit bby! :D.jpg)
i love this camp! woooooooooooowill upload more pics soon!!
loveeeee,shabby (:
Monday, June 15, 2009
i didnt mean to hurt you.
i've been keeping the thought for a very long time..
i just dun wan to hurt youu.
but i get upset yesterday and i think i should move on..
and its hard..
its fuckinggg hard to not having you beside me.
maybe its not the time yet.
but no matter what i really love you with my whole heart..
you gotta know that.
babyy, im so sorry for hurting you last night.
pls enjoy ur trip.
dont think too much abt this.
iloveyousooomuch :(
Saturday, June 13, 2009
siblings (:
mirah sexy HAHAHA.
-.- hahaha
had fun with them.well, we watch the movie called ghost of a sumtin sumtin. HAHAHA
i think its quite boring but sweet.
lol.
meet babyy for a while...
babyy, im missing you so badly.
hope to see you soon! ((:
Thursday, June 11, 2009
i think its been hell at home now.what cn i say someone is at home and im hating it.
oh you're acting like everything is okay?
bullshitt.
pls pls pls dun you bother talking to me.
im not even gonna look at you.
you're just disgusting.
i know i make a lot of sins.
but i make my own sin.
i dont drag people i dont steal. i didnt betray mom.
and its really really not okay having you here.
fuck fuck you, of what you did to mom.
and ur fucking reasons?
"you dont understand me"
WTF!
how the hell are we suppose to understand you while you keep on lying to mom and stealing her things.
get a fucking life, SISTER!
oh wait maybe ur not even my sister.
i had enough. i trust you and i think you could change but hell no.
you didnt.
dont you even dare to touch mom again.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
babyy..
you know right how much i love you..
im so sorry if im not being so supportive..
its so hard to explain things out these days..
im trying so hard to trust youu..
its really not what u think..
but my mind kept on telling me that u're not loving me like you used too.
but when im with you..
i feel so safe.. and when you hug me.. i felt your love.
and babyy its not i dun like it when you want to manje2..
just that i felt sooooo damn shy. HAHAHAH. ok shut up.
but whatever happens u're still my cutebaby!.
the one that i loveeeeeeeeeeee so much until i dreamt abt the stupiddddddddddd thing.
i hopee its really not gonna come true.
like you said.."i wanna grow old with you"
so am i dear.. i will never leave you.. you're gonna be the best bestfriend of mine if we're not together anymore.
dear..
thank you sooo soo much for taking care of me.
you're so sweet.
i love you ,baby..
i don't want nobody else
Without you theres no one left and
You're like Jordans on Saturday
I gotta have you and I can not wait now
Hey baby babyyy
Say you care for me
You know I care for you
You know that I'll be true
You know that I won't lie
You know that I will try
To be your everything..
And I
Will never try to deny
That your are my whole life
Cuz if you
Ever let me go
I would die
So I won't front
I don't need
Another babyy
I just need
Your all or nothing
Cuz if I got that
Then I'll be straight
Baby you're the best part of my day ..
loveyou, my polarbear.
muacks!!
lots of lots of loveee,
yoursillygirl. :D
heyy..
yesterday went to polyclinic.
okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay i know im always sick.
but i really really am sick.
and the doctor gave me 2 days MC.
hahahahah.
best.
thanks to bbyy for taking care of me. hehehe
beli byk makanan pastu end up semut yg makan. hahahaha.
cute lah baby!
i miss you.
(: i cant wait to see you again.
btw babyy, i've finished the 'shrek' game. HAHAHAHAHAHA
you cn have ur precious psp back! haha loveyou!
Sunday, June 7, 2009
I know they wanna come and separate us but they can't do us nothin
Your the one I want and I'm a continue lovin
Cause your considered husband and I'm considered wifey
And I'm a always be there for you
And either way you look at it I ain't goin no where from my muffin
Cause she gonna hold it down, cant no body tell her nothin
You got the kind of love that always make up after fussin
And that's what gets me closer to you
And no one knows
Why I'm into you
Cause you'll never know what its like to walk in our shoes
And no one knows, the things we've been through
Can never measure up to half of what I put you through
That's why we'll break through
And I don't care what they say
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don't care what they do
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
babyy ,i miss you.
ur busy with sccer today.
and i didnt even get ur msg since morningg.
i miss you imissyouuu.
BABYYSITTT LOVEEEE. (:
