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Monday, November 30, 2009
monday,8.35am,30th nov




i hate it a lot.
i dont wanna hear it.
i dont wanna see it.
it makes me wanna vomit everytime i saw it.
i know you're thinking that im over react.
maybe i am. and maybe im not.
i dont know if im suppose to feel that way.
seriously, i felt like im not yours anymore.
maybe its a good thing.
maybe i will regret it.
but as long ur happy with her. im good enough. we could be friends right.
you always think that i wont get to see what u send the disgusting words to her.
well, i did. i saw it and i even feel it. i hope u're happy.
no, its not a small matter. coz u did it all the time.
maybe u will like it if i did that to someone else. and pls dont tell me its a girl or a boy thing. there's no fucccking diffrent.i know that u still like her. i know ,i really know. i ever had a crush,damn it. even when u dun like him or her anymore, u still have the feelings when u saw that person again.
so please dont give me ur bullshittt. im tired.
maybe this is the reason for you to leave me and i have to accept it.
love, me.


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