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The little things
Thursday, January 31, 2013
Wish i could get that over done with. I'm tired of everything. I need to be free.



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cuppycake!
My baby girl.









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Tuesdate with my policeman!
Wednesday, January 30, 2013
heyy today was awesome and tired!
went out with my best man, luis!
fun and tiring.
cus we walked frm somerset to town and went up and down the shopping mall to get something hahaha.
met my gf, tasha at her workplace and ate lunch together.
took pics with one of Abercrombie & Fitch's model hahahahahahahha
i knoww mentel righttt hahahahah
luis was like "thats me laah " HAHAHAHA
ate ice cream with the boy and went home! hehehe
ok till here, Lots of loveeeeee, Shabby 🐻🌻❀





















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First day of work!
Monday, January 28, 2013
heyyy!
finally laying down on my gorgeous bed.
today was my first day of work.
came ard 9 plus. the job was okay.
Need to deal with people's cheque.
An admin job for short.
but i was too tired doing the same thing for 8 hours. haha
Met few friends..
having a migraine right bow haisss
need a rest now.
anw going for a date with luis tmrw!
;)
ok take care.
Lots of love, Shabby πŸ˜ΈπŸ’‹πŸŒ»



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Sunday afternoon
Sunday, January 27, 2013
Heyyyy yaaaa!
hows ur sunday goin so far?
Ive just done watching hindustand movie with ain and mum.
As usual i cried when the sad parts comes. hahahahaahha
i swear i couldnt control my tears.
Btw the movie is Khabi Khushi khabi Gham. ..
Anw nervous for tmrw.
Fisrt day of trial. Hope i did good. heheheh
till here, Lots of loveee, Shabby πŸ»πŸŒ»πŸ’‹



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Photoshoooooots~
Friday, January 25, 2013
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pumpkin
Thursday, January 24, 2013
Don't know how to say this...
Feels just like yesterday we've talked otp, went out and eat at our fav place.
This is crazy. But somehow i could still feel you lingers ard me.
It's been.. wow a year, in fact more than a year.
But there's always you in my mind. Every single day of my life. Idk sometimes i miss you, sometimes i hate you, sometimes i wish i could see you again, sometimes i wished that i never met you, sometimes i wonder if you're still thinking of me as much as i do.
I wished i never knew love. It's the most hurtful feeling you could get.
I made a lot of sins. Including falling in love with you. But i can swear that my love for you is real.
It was a mistake that i made and it ended up like this.
i shared almost everything to you and you became a part of me.
And when you're gone.. I lost a part of me, i lost a best friend, i lost the most important part of my life.
And how disappointing it looks like, i will still syukur and redha on what had happened.
It changes me from what i am two years ago.
i did my prayers, i repent to Allah.
I nearly gave up on love.
yes, i did date a few guys.
But i guess it didn't work out for me.
I miss you, best friend.
i need you at my lowest state.
i want it to be you to tell me that everything's gonna be okay.
If we could be friends again, i'm gonna be the most happiest person on earth.
I know you wont be reading this.. in fact nobody knew about this blog.
but if you do.. :(
Hope we could be friends again.
And i wish you nothing but the best.
Take care, pumpkin.
much love, HuneyBuney. 🌻🐻







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Date with girlfriends
Tuesday, January 22, 2013
Heyyyyy sexyy bitcheszxs hahahahahahhah!
Hows ur day today? mine was fun and crazy and funny too!
Went out with my girlfriends! omg i think its been years we went out together!
its a good catching up with each other. I bullied kham a lot. I laugh a lot. like a lot lot.
but i love today the most.
we went to Jcube and ate lunch together and took pics with nidah's polaroid.
nidah gf bake for us goooddamnnn good cookies and i brought it home with me hahahahah! anwww have a good rest everyone!
wish me luck for tmrw's interview! Much loveeeee, Shabbyyy πŸ’‹πŸŒ»πŸ»











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monday blues~
Monday, January 21, 2013
hi! hows ur day today? Mine was okay.. spend the day job hunting and took a 1 hr nap. hahaha watch running man as well.
Meeting my sexy ladies tmrw.
Seriously i feel left out cus i'm the only one who's wearing hijab. But no negative thoughts on anyone.
I dreamt bout someone again. getting tired of it. hais
oh well.. hha
till here.. Love, Shabbyy πŸ’‹πŸŒ»πŸ»








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Karimun 2nd and 3rd day!
Sunday, January 20, 2013
Heyy ya!! How are you today?
didnt get to blog yesterday due to... laziness hahahahah.
anywayy, 2nd day at karimun was okay. ate lots of food. melampau eh shabby. they have this awesome drink, Mango and jelly smoothie. Sedap gile. hahaha i bought it like 3 or 4 times already. Its so good, you can't resist it.
3rd day was okay, which is today.. we went to abah's kampung.. and have a walk tour ard it. hahaha
I'm back here in singaporeee.
ate dinner at hajjah maimunah eh? hahahaha tak tau la namer ape, yg kat geylang tuu. haahhaah
the food is awesome.. so I'm here in my room lying on my gorgeous bed. hehehe
so have a good rest and good night!!
lots of loveeee, Shabby πŸ’‹πŸŒ»πŸ»











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Karimun! Day 1
Friday, January 18, 2013
Hiii! Im at karimun (Indonesia) padimas hotel!
Okay so there's wifi here ! thank god. hahahahahah anw today was very Hot, fun and tiring day as well. The food is awesome! going out later at night to get some dinner. heheheh till here!
Loveee, shabby πŸ’‹πŸ»πŸŒ»









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Another bad job interview
Thursday, January 17, 2013
heyyy, mum followed me to the interview place and it was horrible.
we waited for like more than a hour for that chinese woman.
and she interviewed me less than 5 mins.
wtfffff, my mum was so angry and felt pity for me. hais
gfs were worried for me. haha so sweet!
ANW, Im going to Indonesia for 1 or 2 days. hehehe Hope its a good thing for me. Maybe i could release my stress over thr.
till here, Lots of loveee, Shabby πŸ’‹πŸ»πŸŒ»







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Not afraid
Look its not that i'm afraid of that person. In fact, i miss her more than anything its just that i understand her situation. I do wanna be friends with her, but i don't have any choice.
I don't wanna ruin her day by me having there or maybe by accidentally saw each other in public.

It's not fair for you to judge me because you are NOT ME. You don't know what happened or what feelings i'm having, what thoughts i'm having. So pls.

:(


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Good morning!
Heyy! good morning! Enjoy ur day today!
have a good thursday! lots of love, shabby πŸ’‹πŸ»πŸŒ»



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Job interview
Wednesday, January 16, 2013
Hiiii!! yesterday was a bad day for me. I cried so badly smpi mata ku bengkak. bahahahah
I dont know why im feeling so depressed.
Gf scold me cus i have to be strong in this kind of situation. Yesterday interview was bad.
Its already been two times i cried after job interviews.
I hope tmrw wont be like this again. Insyallah, im having interview again.
omgg im so nervousss, mum gonna accompany me tho. heheheh okay! till here!
Wish me luck pls? πŸ’‹πŸ’‹
lots of love, Shabby ❀❀🐻🌻





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