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Thursday, January 24, 2013
Don't know how to say this... Feels just like yesterday we've talked otp, went out and eat at our fav place.
This is crazy. But somehow i could still feel you lingers ard me.
It's been.. wow a year, in fact more than a year.
But there's always you in my mind. Every single day of my life. Idk sometimes i miss you, sometimes i hate you, sometimes i wish i could see you again, sometimes i wished that i never met you, sometimes i wonder if you're still thinking of me as much as i do.
I wished i never knew love. It's the most hurtful feeling you could get.
I made a lot of sins. Including falling in love with you. But i can swear that my love for you is real.
It was a mistake that i made and it ended up like this.
i shared almost everything to you and you became a part of me.
And when you're gone.. I lost a part of me, i lost a best friend, i lost the most important part of my life.
And how disappointing it looks like, i will still syukur and redha on what had happened.
It changes me from what i am two years ago.
i did my prayers, i repent to Allah.
I nearly gave up on love.
yes, i did date a few guys.
But i guess it didn't work out for me.
I miss you, best friend.
i need you at my lowest state.
i want it to be you to tell me that everything's gonna be okay.
If we could be friends again, i'm gonna be the most happiest person on earth.
I know you wont be reading this.. in fact nobody knew about this blog.
but if you do.. :(
Hope we could be friends again.
And i wish you nothing but the best.
Take care, pumpkin.
much love, HuneyBuney. 🌻🐻
