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Wednesday, February 27, 2013
currently in the bus otw to work. so not looking forward to work cus there's gonna be a drama mama hahahahah. girls misunderstanding each other. and the sad part is im involved. dammit i should have walk away from that mess. bloody hell. so lazy to settle this piece of shit. urghhhhh
Sunday morning
Sunday, February 24, 2013
Hiii!! wow its been days or weeks. hahaha anw how are you? im doing okay i fall sick few days back, still recovering. Work was okayy. im dealing with customer's cheque. not a hard job just that i hate the timing and pay. the pay is not that good. but overall i think i could endure it for a while. hahaha
We celebrate ain's bdae yesterday. The cake was awesome. not looking forward to work tmrw. hahahahaha
i need a good long sleep. you know like having your own sweet time, listening to songs.
feel like going to the beach and walk beside the sea. yessss i love doing that.
i feel more relaxed. haha
so mum and dad has been asking me to fine someone and get married quickly. tskkkkkkkkkk. they think finding someone is like shopping for bags is it? hahahaha
its not that i dont want someone its just that i haven't found someone that i think could take me as i am. I think its too early for me to get married, tho i could not wait to be happy again. hahah
but i feel sad that mum n dad is talking abt this to me. i kinda feel useless. but i know their intentions is good.
Let Allah lead my life, im always gonna be redha in whatever situation im going through. Insyallah.
love, Shabby ;) π°ππ»
sick ;(
Wednesday, February 13, 2013
I dont know each time when I'm sick, i want you to tell me its gonna be okay and get well soon or maybe "dont forget to eat ur medicine". fucccck it man. i really hate it to feel like this.
You're the first in my mind when i fall sick.
took care of me, fed me food and medicine. π’
gosh.. i miss you so bad.
but its wrong to feek this way. I should stop. π’π’π’
Dear god, please fix this heart of mine.
make me stronger to face this.
love, shabby.
Happy 21st, pumpkin
Monday, February 11, 2013
happy 21st birthday, pumpkin. I know you may not reading this but i just want you to know that i really miss being ur friend. hope you made a wiser choice in life. im always gonna be here, lydiana.
really miss talking to you. but i know the situation of you. i understand that we cant cntct with each other.
Hope you are doing well. Stay healthy.
will never forget you, nana. Lots of love, ur sillygirl. Btw here's few pics of ours that i love. hahahahahah ππ»π°
Le photoshoot~
Yesterday's dinner and today's morning walk!
Heyya guyssss~ cold weather today. Hust wanna updtr my blog. hahaha
this is yesterday's pics at changi village. went out with le family and bro's gf. hehehe And today's pic at changi beach club! hehe went morning walk with them again and had breakfast!
ok have a good hols! much love, Shabbyy! ππ»π°
happy Cny
Sunday, February 10, 2013
Its been a while since ive update my blog haha. Been working and got home so late. Work was okay just that i hate the long hours and i hate the fact that i cant do my prayer. but whatever i have to sneak out and do it. hahaha friends at work was okay. and i hate my supervisor. shes like a pig. HAHAHAHAHA
Oh anw, Happy CNY! hahaha
spend it with my lovely Ab family.
going changi village with ke family later on! ok take care..
lots of love, Shabby β€β€π»πΈ
work day 2.
Monday, February 4, 2013
Hiii!today was my first day as a full time worker in admin. hah
damn tired and boring job but its ok. im working to support my fam.
met few new people.
btw do you guys know Anna chan? the model? hah she worked thr too.
Shes gorgeous but dark skinned.
anww i need to rest. Working tmrw..
take caree all! muacksss! xoxo love, shabbbyyy β€πΈπ»
Trouble.
Friday, February 1, 2013
It got me upset when stuff like this happens. It affect me tho its through cyber. You made me feel bad about it, just stop pls. im so stressed out. I don't know what to do. Stop disturbing me pls. Stop making me feel bad about it. Just stop whatever you're doing. :'(
Ive forgiven you, just that i don't wanna be friends with you. I'm not any girl u think you could mess with. you have too much dirty thoughts it makes me uncomfortable.
We had nothing, not even love. so pls tweeting about love and whatever shit ure trying to proof. seriously i do wanna be friends with u just that ure being ridiculously a crazy sex maniac. Im scared of you. stop mentioning me in twitter. Just stop having me in ur mind.
I know its hard trying to get off someone in ur mind but pls try. I'm not for you.
take care. wish you nothing but the best.
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