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haaaaah, berangan mode on
Monday, June 24, 2013
mummy museum with luis. short meet up with nidah
Thursday, June 20, 2013
anw it was great! I LOVE MUMMYS AND STUFF LIKE THAT. hahaha but i know he dont really like it, hahahahahaha i can see he didnt even enjoy it, he agrees going to mummy museum with me. haaah.
OMG THE HAZE IS KILLING ME. haiss. stressssss.
but after the museum we went to nidah's shop. heheh. introduce luis to nidah. hahahahaah.
and nidah keeps on disturbing me. bloody hell.
anw after that, luis sent me home taking the cab. :)
it was a great day. <3 br="">
feelings
Friday, June 7, 2013
so much to say but kept on hiding this feelings im having.im still not that over you, but at the same time i dont want you back.
i need love i used to have, i need someone to be with me.
Im used for having someone as my lover and it gets harder and harder each day trying to be ok.
Trying to act like there's nothing going on my mind. when there's always you.
You. you. you and you..
I hope this love wasnt even thr at the first place.
You moved on, and im still here.. trying to let go. but shitttt, i fkin cant.
do u know how it made me feel?
i just receive a text last night.
probably just some guy wanted to have a convo with me.
i ignore..
im scared. of getting hurt again. i cant deal with heart broken feelings anymore.
ya allah,. pls make me stronger. make me ease my mind.
shh
Thursday, June 6, 2013
Heyy yaaa! I knoww im kinda loser right hahahahaits been weeks since i last update.
well, still searching for a job. currently helping daddy.
going to cdc tmrw. gosh hope really get a job soon.
Anw, hows life so far?
haha hows my heart lately?
hmm.. you its kinda sad to think abt u every single day of my life. I mean..
there isnt any day that ive stopped thinking about you..
im trying my hardest.
you think i want to? you think i still want you?
No and fuccccck i dont even want to see or got anything got to do with u anymore but
haisss i hate how i kept on thinking about you.
It hurts.
but i always looked at the bright side, i try not to think about you. i will make myself busy. haha
