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Friday, June 7, 2013
so much to say but kept on hiding this feelings im having.
im still not that over you, but at the same time i dont want you back.
i need love i used to have, i need someone to be with me.
Im used for having someone as my lover and it gets harder and harder each day trying to be ok.
Trying to act like there's nothing going on my mind. when there's always you.
You. you. you and you..
I hope this love wasnt even thr at the first place.
You moved on, and im still here.. trying to let go. but shitttt, i fkin cant.
do u know how it made me feel?
i just receive a text last night.
probably just some guy wanted to have a convo with me.
i ignore..
im scared. of getting hurt again. i cant deal with heart broken feelings anymore.
ya allah,. pls make me stronger. make me ease my mind.

As for i dont need her in my life anymore. 


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