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Tuesday, October 28, 2008

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY ,BABYY (:
280108



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danial.
Monday, October 27, 2008
me and Danial's conversation (:



Đaиіal,Đaи,Αdєк says:
yea, gonna hug u on 14 nov


shab shab shabby says:
awww


shab shab shabby says:
haha


shab shab shabby says:
okaay


shab shab shabby says:
gonna hug you too!


Đaиіal,Đaи,Αdєк says:
alrite then, see ya on that day.. eh, u wannna meet me before go there?


shab shab shabby says:
of coz! u need to take me. hahahaha


Đaиіal,Đaи,Αdєк says:
from ur home? awww... poor me.. haha! well, keep in touch then...

shab shabby says:
hahaha. alrite. ur num?


Đaиіal,Đaи,Αdєк says:
********


shab shab shabby says:
okayy. u knw mine kan??


Đaиіal,Đaи,Αdєк says:
not sure... just mish kol


shab shab shabby says:
okaay


shab shab shabby says:
there


shab shab shabby says:
haha


Đaиіal,Đaи,Αdєк says:
copy that..


shab shab shabby says:
copy what?


Đaиіal,Đaи,Αdєк says:
nvm.. haha!


shab shab shabby says:
haha


Đaиіal,Đaи,Αdєк says:
all no not using?


shab shab shabby says:
what. da miss call you kan


Đaиіal,Đaи,Αdєк says:
i mean, *******


Đaиіal,Đaи,Αdєк says:
tak pakai?


shab shab shabby says:
nope


Đaиіal,Đaи,Αdєк says:
k


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i wanted you.
Lately I've been thinking 'bout wat i can
been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand
believe me I,
I am sorry I..
I am sorry I,
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it
wanted you to be the one love
I wanted you, I wanted
wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I
wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted
been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done I just can't do this anymore
Cause we can't be mended
So let's stop pretending
been walking round in
for some timeAnd I think we should head for the finish
believe me I, I am sorry I.. I am sorry I, II wanted you to be there when I
wanted you to see me through it
i wanted you to be the one I loveI wanted you,
i wanted youI wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down
I wanted you,


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science centre.







hello
oh godd..
last nite reach hm at abt 2 plus. :(
my sis.. goddddddddddddddddd...
lamer btol lah die.
den end up at my sis friend's car.
but whatever.
hmm..
today
went out with famili..
go science centre.
hahaha.
boleh luh tahan..
hahaha
den go eat at jurong.
the steak.. woooooooooo. sedap giler.
hahaha.
well, im alone at hm now.
:(
sumbody saveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee me!
ahahahaha


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haf's party
Sunday, October 26, 2008
HAPPY BDAE GF! (:

LEVIS.

hahahahahahahaha!


sisters.



my face sucks. haha






HAF.DEMI.me(:


together. (:






candid. n my face sucks. hahaha



HELLOOOOOOOOOOOO.
yesterday went to haf's bdae party.
haha.
we're the first to cum.
unbelievable.
aahahaha.
meet up medi first.. den wait for levis..
den.. follow levis buy the last minute gift.
hahahaha.
den go kfc. ain nak makan.
den me and levis go buy SUSHI! (((((:
hahaha
den we were talking abt each other's life.
lol.
after eat.. go buy donuts.
levis wanna buy bubble tea.
chat on the phone with babyy for a while..
den we headed to the park!
ok.we're lost.
"eh mane siaaaaaaaaa"
"demi, go shout haf's name"
"HAF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"eh tu die ke?"
"yg pakai whiteblack?"
"eh tak lahh..die tk kan putih"
"hahaha. biadap! i think its her."
"eh asl pompan tu tgk kiter?"
"tu haf lahh! tapi asl kurus nah?"
"HAHAHAHAHA. bodoh uh kau.!"
me,ain,levis and ain's conversation. hahaha
haf was shouting at us.
"eh korangggggggggggggggg"
hahahha.
levis"ah kau.. suare die pade sini blh dgr"
hahaha
go there hug hug.
give the girt to her..
levis -" sorry uh aku nyer kecik"
shabby -"sorry aku nyer lagi kecik"
hahhaha
well, had fun.
i think?
hahaha
oh well,
today im working -.-
tiredd tiredd.
miss babyy sooo much :(
tmrw go spaaaaaaaaaaa.
wooooooo.
cant wait.
update soon.
xoxo







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photofunia
Saturday, October 25, 2008


SEE HOW POPULAR I AM?! hahahahaha
photofunia.com (:


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with ayeen.

yesterday went out with ayeen.
haha.
had funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
wtch hsm3. :DD
took a lot of pics.
gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh. :D


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pfft.
Friday, October 24, 2008

curi2 amek gamba. hahahaha. CUTE KAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN!!!






heyy..
just woke up this morning.
oh god..
im so tired.
n there's this guy..
always come to me when he's at the same floor working with me.
yesterday..
i was goin to break with sis..
he saw me and talk to me..'hey gf,where u goin?'
hahahaha.
i ignore and continue walking and he said 'byee gf' and i was like 'BYEEEEEEEE'
ahahahahahahahaahhaa


after break continue work.. hahaha.
den suddenlly tamil songs appeared.
HAHAHAH. i was like...'WHATTHE??'
and one customer cum to me and say..'why do they put tamil songs?' den i say'its goin to be deepavali soon miss' hHHaha.
den after work 11 plus.. need to count the moneyyyyyyyyy.
leceh nk mampos. serious.
since im soooooooooooo freaaking new i always the last one to count the money. ahahhaha.
stress giler..


and i have to wait for sister.
ishh.iritating kalau balek dgn diee. hahaha
was msging babyy.
haiyaa..
suddenlyy babyy fall asleep. -.-
nvm..
got hm..
bath..
dinner with sis..



AND TODAY...
gonna watch




with ain and carya (:



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story.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
im soooooooooo tired of working. i think i've lost sumtin.
my friends.. my tv..my time playing computer for hours and hours.
my berangan time to take pictures. hahahahahahha
and most important.. my babyy.
i wish.. i culd stop working and be with you babyy but i gotta help mom with $$.
i really hate when i got to work at 1 pm to 11 pm. -.-
feels like hsdfhgsdfvgvbfgbg.(i dun even knw whats the word ) seriously.
i just miss everything. even theres sccer training, i cant go. :(
haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
i wish im rich. hahahahaha.

lastnite was msging my girlfriends..
i miss them soooooooooooooo much. :(
raudah..natasha..fazilahh..and fad.
damnn..
i miss them!

5 more days to my 9th months anni.
and lastnite was talking to babyy abt what gift babyy gonna give me..
hahahahaha.
i was sleepy but the topic makes me sooooooooooooooooooooo.. i dont know.
hah.

Just being with you means everything.
Getting to know what makes you laugh,
Or brings tears to your eyes,
What makes you mad or let out a sigh
I live for every moment,
You have changed my life for the best.
To be there for you,
Is a pleasure I must confess.
Through the trials of togetherness,
That life has in store,
Not once have I wished we never were,
I just want you more and more.
We work hard for each other,
Always making up after petty fights,
Never losing that special closeness,
Never losing our will or might.
Share life with me now,
Stay by me forever,
We stand united as one,
Life will always get better.
Listen my dear,
To the words I am about to say,
I promise I’m forever yours today,
The same way I’ll be tomorrow and was yesterday
I love You...


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love is



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in the mix
Monday, October 20, 2008
In the mix.
finally! i've watched this movie. anyway its 2005 movie. haha. i didnt even know abt this movie till babyy told me. and babyy, sure this movie is hot. HAHAHA. :DD
great movie people, you should watch! ((:



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arvind
my conversation with arvind. haha :DD



AK THE MAN OF THE MAN says:
rina!!!


AK THE MAN OF THE MAN says:
dam miss u girl!!


AK THE MAN OF THE MAN says:
sorry ah, yesday sleeping


shab shab shabby says:
haha. HEYYYY! i miss you too!


shab shab shabby says:
hows you?


AK THE MAN OF THE MAN says:
hmm fine, u going prom nite?


shab shab shabby says:
yeah i will . how bout you?


AK THE MAN OF THE MAN says:
same


AK THE MAN OF THE MAN says:
u working or what?


shab shab shabby says:
yeah working at plaza singapura,carrefour


shab shab shabby says:
you?


AK THE MAN OF THE MAN says:
hm no, training xD. . .


shab shab shabby says:
hahahah


AK THE MAN OF THE MAN says:
how much u mange to earn?


shab shab shabby says:
hmm. not sure


shab shab shabby says:
hahaha


AK THE MAN OF THE MAN says:
qhahah not ba


AK THE MAN OF THE MAN says:
bad


AK THE MAN OF THE MAN says:
a lot ppl cannot find job now days hard. . they wan expercien ppl. .


shab shab shabby says:
haha. i just go there and straight away talk to the boss and i get the damn job. hahahaha


AK THE MAN OF THE MAN says:
waaaa hah


AK THE MAN OF THE MAN says:
dare devil ah


AK THE MAN OF THE MAN says:
today off?


shab shab shabby says:
hahah


shab shab shabby says:
yeahhh.


shab shab shabby says:
eaten?


AK THE MAN OF THE MAN says:
yep. .


shab shab shabby says:
im so hungry


shab shab shabby says:
haha


AK THE MAN OF THE MAN says:
go eat


shab shab shabby says:
later. busy watching this movie. lol


AK THE MAN OF THE MAN says:
xD k u carrying on watching


shab shab shabby says:
haha. nahh


shab shab shabby says:
end soon


shab shab shabby says:
bath alreadyy?


AK THE MAN OF THE MAN says:
of coz


AK THE MAN OF THE MAN says:
i 6 am bath aready


shab shab shabby says:
damn.......


shab shab shabby says:
hahahha


AK THE MAN OF THE MAN says:
not a a lot ppl pay for the prom nite


shab shab shabby says:
yeah i know. whatever. i still wanna go. to meet everyone for the last time as 4t1


shab shab shabby says:
u coming?


AK THE MAN OF THE MAN says:
ya


AK THE MAN OF THE MAN says:
what u wearing?


AK THE MAN OF THE MAN says:
dress?


shab shab shabby says:
oh im not sure yet


shab shab shabby says:
hahaha


AK THE MAN OF THE MAN says:
i wear superman underwear


AK THE MAN OF THE MAN says:
LOL


shab shab shabby says:
HAAHA


shab shab shabby says:
ya right


AK THE MAN OF THE MAN says:
ahaha


AK THE MAN OF THE MAN says:
nah s box squa pants!!


AK THE MAN OF THE MAN says:
LOL


shab shab shabby says:
hahhaha. cool


shab shab shabby says:
lol


AK THE MAN OF THE MAN says:
ahah


AK THE MAN OF THE MAN says:
annamila should wear it


AK THE MAN OF THE MAN says:
confrim machoo


shab shab shabby says:
HAHAH! damnnnnnnn



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im sorry
Sunday, October 19, 2008
I had alot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I know that youre crying it makes me wanna die.
I'm sorry I'm bad,
I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

This time I think I'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame'
Cause everything inside it never comes out right
Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right.


xoxo


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carya
my conversation with carya :DD


shab shab shabby says:
HHEELLOOOOOOOOOO :D

Carya . says:
hello


shab shab shabby says:
what u doinn?


Carya . says:
uuh seaaarching for new skin ? but i think i just stick with my current skin you ?

shab shab shabby says:
ouh. hah. uh.. notin.. bored

Carya . says:
oh nvr go work ?

shab shab shabby says:
umm.. today off

shab shab shabby says:
klua?

Carya . says:
ooooohhhh. best ?

Carya . says:
tk ah.

Carya . says:
kaki blister seyy jln raye smlm

shab shab shabby says:
best? haha. kaki penat nk mampos. kene diri for 9 hrs

shab shab shabby says:
hahah

shab shab shabby says:
blister? damn

Carya . says:
serious diri aje ?

shab shab shabby says:
yeahhh. cashier cnnt sit dwn

Carya . says:
cashieeeeeeer ? BESTNYER

shab shab shabby says:
hahahahha. if duit cukop kene bayar use ur pay

Carya . says:
aiyo

shab shab shabby says:
yeaah

Carya . says:
bye shab. miss you

shab shab shabby says:
eh da kene offline?

well,i miss you tooooo. anddddddddd our scccer friends and the field and theballs and everything.
meet up soonn (:


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work
Wednesday, October 15, 2008




heyyy.
yesterday was mt first da working.
i was soooooo freaking nervous.
but i just pretend that im okay..
before work, sis brought me to suntec to take my uniform and idk the name. haha
den we go lunch at pizza hut.
sumpaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, tk sedap sangat.
hahahahah.
go to work.. 1-4.35pm den break for 1 hr.
i quickly msg babyy.
i miss babyy sooooooooooooooo much :(
den 5.35 pm go back to work.
my leg was alreadyy hurtin like sh*T
i think im not used to it yet just like baby said. hahah
ends at 11 pm. :(
den need to count the $$$$
ahh kauu 11 plus go hm. den take mrt.. my leg was hurtin like shhit, sumpahh seh. hahaha
msging baby and complain to babyy that my leg hurts a lot. haha
the bus was late and im alone and im feeling scared and i started to cry (like budak kecik kan, i know) den baby console me..
lucky there's someone to msg me ((:
i love you babyy.
reached home, bath,drink water. den baby call me (:
im working again todayyyyyyy .
update soon (:
xoxo



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stuupid dayyy
Monday, October 13, 2008
open hse yesterday.
damn. soo tired.
anw..
dunno what im feeling now.

goin out later to buy a new shoe for my work tmrw.
gosh..
im so scared to go..
1-11pm
lamerrrr nyerrrrrrrrr!
ahahaha
will miss babyy sooooooo much .

*****
well, im sorry if i didnt tell you.
im not ready yet.
im scared u will hurt my feelings if i told you..
i dunno whyy..
dont ever feel dwn abt this coz ur stilll a great friend of mine.
i want us to be friends forever.
coz i will nvr fail to laugh or smile when im with you.


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pics.
last time..

me and levis(:


jamieeeeeeeee. (:


carya and levis. hahahaha.



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loveeeeeeee
Saturday, October 11, 2008

When you break her heart - [ the pain NEVER really goes away ]
When she misses you - [ she's hurting inside ]
When she says its over - [ she STILL wants you to be hers ]
When she walks away from you mad - [ Follow her]
When she stare's at your mouth - [ Kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hit's you - [ Grab her and don’t let go ]
When she starts cursing at you - [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]
When she ignores you - [ Give her your attention]
When she pulls away - [ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst - [ Tell her she's beautiful ]
When you see her start crying - [Just hold her and don’t say a word ]
When you see her walking - [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]
When she's scared - [ Protect her ]
When she lays her head on your shoulder - [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]
When she steals your favorite hat - [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When she teases you - [ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
When she doesn’t answer for a long time - [ reassure her that everything is okay ]
When she looks at you with doubt - [ Back yourself up with the TRUTH]
When she says that she likes you - [ she really does more than you could understand ]
When she grabs at your hands - [ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]
When she bumps into you - [ bump into her back and make her laugh ]
When she tells you a secret - [ keep it safe and untold ]
When she looks at you in your eyes - [ don’t look away until she does ]

- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything
-DON'T let her have the last word
-DON'T call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is soo much better
- Say you love her more than she could ever love you
- Argue that she is the best girl ever
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's OK don’t believe it, talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Tease her and let her tease you back
-Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid
- Give her the world
- Let her wear your clothes
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
- Let her know she's important
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"

*i think some of it its true :D



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the day
Friday, October 10, 2008
cousins and grandmom.



cutecutecute.




me.ellysha.tasha.ain




cuteeeeeeee ellyshaa (:




yesterday visited my grandmom at hospital.


hope shes gonna be fine.
shes at home now.


rest well,nenek (:


hmm..

i think today gonna follow my sis to her workplace.

i wanna work there.

and everyone was like'bile nk kejeeeeeeee???'

tak sabar. im the one whos gonna work. not you people.

im kinda stress with mom now.

and upset too.

just dont know what to doo :(

update soon.

xoxo



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lol
Tuesday, October 7, 2008





heyy.
yesterday was cpa's ppr.
i think the ppr was okaay.
not too easy and not too hard.
lol
anyway..
some of the questions..
i just do anyhow..
atleast i have a answer to put. hahaha.
after ppr..
went to whitesand with friends..
den meet ain..
breakfast at mac.
wow.
superrrrrrrrrrrr sedaaaaaaaaaaaap.
hahahha.
den we went to the sports link shop.
damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
i was looking at the bags.
i need bags desperately.
ceyy... cam phm. hahah
some of it was cool but kecik pulak.
haha.
so i didnt bought it.
den we went to billabong shop.
ain wanted to buy the sling bag.. but it was out of stock -.-
ahaha. kesian.
den we were like walking ard.. go shop to shop. search for tshirt n stuff.. den i bought myself this blue dress.
haaaaaaaaaaah.
nicenice.
den we headed home.

my back was painful these days.
not sure why.
it hurts a lottttttttt.
i have to tahan the whole day.
oh goddddd.
wish it was gone.

yesterday didnt go rayaa.
today as well.
mom and dad keep on working n working.
-.-

umm..
was talking on the phone with babyy lastnite.
i told finally told babyy that sometimes i will record our conversation.
haahahaha.
babyy told me abt 'in the mix' movie.
well, too bad i cant watch it.
i cant find it .
mcm interesting aje movie tu. haaahahaha.
ok thats it for today.
chores need to be done. lol
xoxo
i love my babyyyyyyyyyyy. (:



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iloveyou.
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Although I’m a little shy
Let me look you in the eye
And tell you you’re a wonderful person
Who never fails to care when I cry
And who always made it a point to try
To show that you’re my truest ally
Your love I can always rely
Through times low and high
You say your love will never die
But neither will I ever say goodbye.


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hari rayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Saturday, October 4, 2008



heyy..sorryy didnt update for a very longgg time. LOL
hmm..been very very busy.
ahahahha. ceyyy cam phm gitu kan. hahaha
anw, Hari raya was okaaayyfor the first day..
4 hse aje. haha
my $$ collection tak sampai $100
kesian kann.
hahaha
well, ape2luhh.. not goin ard spore for collecting money.
just wanna see my long lost cousins. ahaha,
jumpe once a year je. haiyaaa.
i missss them like soooooooooooooooooooooooo much.
and my leg got soo red.
my shoe uh.. tinggi plak tu.
my whole foot turn red. hahahha.
da lamer tk pakai high heels. haha

yesterday was my maths ppr 2.
damnn.
i cn do it.
but umm..
a bit hardd.
i was like looking ard. maybe by any chance could see my friend's answer. HAHAHAHA.
but nahh.
went home and.. msg babyy.
i miss babyy sooooooooooo much.
we fought the nite b4 our maths ppr 2.
godd.. i dunno whats wrong with me seriously.
i keep scolding babyy.
im soooo sorry dear.
wont let you go..
i love youu. (:


anw, thats it for today.
need to msg my babyy
hahaha.

xoxo
Selamat berhari rayaaaaaaaaaaa. LOL




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my sis room.. well, i painted it! gaaaaaaaahhhh!

anna cryiingggg. hahaha



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